Work in progress

Time to write. Lay out my feelings....Ive been feeling right? Been over a month..that's a record I'm sure.

So more then ever I have been working on "me" . Finding this girl hidden within. I found her trapped in words. Here is how I found her..not in any certain order.....Sad, alone, spent, drained, unappreciated, broken down, beat up, unemotional, depressed, anxious, upset, pissed, used, and deprived. I am now...some of those but so much happier. More then ever I have learned to live in a state of confusion. Not knowing which way is up or which road to take. I tend to find myself going down roads I know I shouldn't and take the wrong way down a one way...F